воскресенье, 25 ноября 2007 г.

Fuck it like its hot #196

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ustin slammed the door closed on me and our friendship. To say I was stunned would have been an understatement. I didn't even notice when Tina slipped on her clothes, kissed me on the cheek and left, saying, "I'd better go." My best friend had just stormed out of my life, and I didn't know why.



*****



Taking English 201 while the sun was shining, and there was a soft breeze, and the temperature was 85 degrees, was torture. Don't get me wrong, I loved language, I spoke three fluently. Of course, being a Theater Major, my primary interest was the spoken word. That was why I was taking English 201 over the summer; I wanted to clear up my schedule for more performance credits.



Most everyone else was there because they were retaking the course. I thought that was pitiful. There were three of us who really cared about the subject. One was Gloria; she was from Argentina and English was her second language. The other was Justin; he was a freshman who had CLEPed his way through his 100 level English courses and came to the University a semester early. He wanted to be a writer and we hit it off from the beginning.



Of course, we were an odd pair. I'm "Mr. Social". Nearly everyone in the theater program knew me or knew of me. Hell, I was recognized all over campus. If someone had me in their class they remembered it. Justin was a geek. Saying Justin was a geek was like calling a trout a fish. He was almost the classic, academic nerd. Justin was a short, wiry guy with unruly brown hair, glasses that did nothing for his face and clothes that were best described as "skater geek". His one non-academic pastime was his board. It was the only part of Justin that broke the geek mold. His board was as much a fixture for him as his book bag and laptop.



The first time I saw him really skating, not just using the board as a quick ride from class to class, was about mid-semester. I was heading down to the fields for a Saturday morning game of Frisbee when I caught sight of a small group of skaters using one of the twisting sections of the back lot to do tricks.



I'd been so impressed by one guy catching air off the steps that I didn't notice I was walking into a "skate zone."



"Look Out!" I spun out of the way and hit the grass. When I looked up, ready to curse the careless son-of-a-bitch out, I saw Justin looking down at me. "Hey, Bryan, you ok?"



He looked so different standing there, shirtless without his glasses, that I almost hadn't recognized him. He was a wiry little fuck. He had laughing eyes that were all but hidden when he wore his glasses.



"Damn, Justin." I got up and brushed myself off. "I know you like me, but you don't have to plow me into the dirt to get my attention."



Justin looked down. "Yeah, sorry Bryan." He turned to head back to the start of the skate run.



Why'd it bother me that he thought I was mad at him? "Hey, how long you going to skate?"



Shrugging, he looked at his watch. "Another half hour I guess. Asphalt will be too hot to do anything after that."



"Some guys are getting together for Frisbee down on the field. Why don't you come down after you're done?" He was a bit short but if he had the moves that'd make up for it.



He blinked at me. "Really?"



"Yeah, I'll even hang while you finish your freaky shit." The smile he gave me in response just melted me. It wasn't sexual, I like girls, but he was just such a cute kid that it was like having a puppy.



He impressed me that morning. Justin was an ace on four wheels. He could do spins, jumps, twists, ride railings, and there didn't seem to be anything he couldn't do on a board. That sure blew away my original idea that he was a simple geek. I think he was showing off, but it worked. I couldn't stop complimenting his skill as we got down to the games field.



"I just can't believe a bookworm like you can skate like that."



He beamed. "Dad insisted that I had to be outside doing something 'physical' any day it wasn't raining. I hated team sports so I just rode my board around. After a while, I just got into it."



I laughed and waved at the guys. "Hey guys, this is Justin."



They all greeted Justin with smiles. I looked at our group and realized we could play teams of three.



"Want to do teams?" The affirmative nods went all around but Justin looked a bit unsure. I smiled and put my hand on Justin's shoulder. "Well, since Just's already shirtless, we'll be skins."



Tony decided he'd go skins since he was shirtless too. Teams were set. Smiling, I handed my Frisbee to Justin and peeled off my shirt. When I tossed my shirt beside his board, he just watched with a wide-eyed wonder. He probably couldn't believe I'd just take him on my team sight-unseen. I laughed and mussed his hair. "Come on, squirt, let's teach these lard-asses that brains and beauty always wins over brawn."



Everyone laughed but I think I put Justin on the spot. He blushed. He did play like a pit bull though. His throwing arm sucked, but he wasn't afraid to dive and roll so he could catch a hell of a lot of tosses the others would let go by. We didn't win, but it was not for a lack of effort.



That was when we started hanging together more. We made Saturday morning board and game a ritual. Justin would skate till the asphalt got uncomfortably hot and then we'd head for the fields for a Frisbee or V-ball game. He tried to get me on the board a few times. All I ended up doing was breaking my ass on the pavement, and trying to look like I meant to do it. Of course, I got him back. I got to spike him into the sand more than a couple times in V-ball. It was kind of like sibling rivalry; I loved it. I'd always wanted a kid brother, and Justin fit the bill perfectly.



It was near the end of the summer session when I got my room assignment and realized I'd lucked out; I didn't have a roommate. Justin had gotten placed in one of the older dorms, Brownstone Hall; the place sucked. We were having lunch just before exams week when I decided I didn't like the idea of living alone.



"Just," I asked between bites of my hotdog, "would you like to room together?"



I thought he was going to choke. I should have waited till he'd finished swallowing his bite of burger. He dropped his burger on his plate and took a huge swig of Coke. He blinked back the usual tears from just having something try to dive down the wrong pipes and coughed. "You mean it?" He looked at me like I'd just offered him a winning lottery ticket.



"Yeah. My freshmen roommate sucked, and since you didn't sign up for anyone you know you're going to be in a crapshoot for whom you get." I shrugged. "We get along, and there's a chance they'll stick me with some jerk at the last minute. At least with you, I know this year I'll like my roomie."



He smiled; the only thing ruining his puppy-dog look were those fucking glasses. "You don't mind rooming with a freshman?" For a guy who really had decent, if odd, taste in clothes, why he wore glasses out of the sixties was lost on me.



Laughing I punched him in the arm. "Nah, you're a geek but you make me laugh!"



*****



Stafford Hall was a major step up from Brownstone. In Brownstone, there were two community bathrooms per floor. The rooms were like sardine cans. The only saving grace was the ceilings were high enough for people to loft their beds. Rooms in Stafford were larger and one bathroom was shared between two dorm rooms. As with every college student with obsessions, Justin and I had to decorate our halves of the room with examples of our interests. My half had posters of Shakespeare in the Park, Le Miz, Phantom, and Rocky Horror. Don't ask me why I love Rocky but I do; something about the expressive freedom and audience participation was just a natural high for me. Justin put up a poster of Mark Twain, one that listed the requirements of creativity, and a couple pro skater posters. Along with the picture of his parents, he had a picture of a skater catching air. At first I thought it was a picture of Justin, but the guy had darker, longer hair.



"Hey, Justin, who's the skater?" I nodded to the picture as he stuffed his socks and underwear into his dresser.



He came over and picked up the picture. His fingers traced it. "That's Matt, Matt Thompson. He was my best friend." I don't know why, but the whimsical, almost longing smile that touched his lips when he said it made me jealous.



I bit back the stupid feeling. "Was?"



He just sighed and set the picture back down. "Yeah. He was a year ahead of me in school so I haven't seen him in over a year." Shrugging, he grabbed some shorts and opened a drawer. "We still email, but he went to school up north. Since I started University in the summer, I haven't seen him since Christmas Break."



"That's less than a year." I smirked and tried to keep the mood light but it didn't work.



"Yeah, but he'd met someone and all he could do was think and talk about 'love'." He sounded a little bitter as he stuffed his shorts in the drawer. "I'm happy for him, but it felt like I wasn't even there."



The way his shoulders seemed to sag with the memory got me down. I liked his normal, bouncy self. He was a puppy, and when he moped it was just as bad as having a golden retriever pup that looked lonely. I draped my arm over his shoulders and mussed his hair. "Well, you've got me now. I won't be graduating and leaving you behind."



His smile nearly sparkled as he looked up at me. "You're the greatest, Bryan."



I laughed and went back to my unpacking. "Yeah, it's hard to be perfect, but someone has to do it." Oh yeah, I'm modest too.



*****



Rooming with Justin was perfect. We had enough common interests to never have boring conversations but we were individual enough to have lives outside of the dorm room. Once I got him used to being somewhere other than the library or the room, Justin made friends easily. There wasn't any of the glomming that can happen when a new student makes friends with an older one. We just clicked.



One great thing was neither Justin nor I brought anyone back to the room. It was a sanctuary of study, relaxation and camaraderie. I'd dated a lot in high school. Sex was great, but I just couldn't seem to warm up to anyone as more than friends. Being in theater I'd never thought much about who was gay and who was straight. It was never an issue for me; I liked girls. If a guy liked me, I didn't freak and usually I'd be flattered, but I was sincere in my disinterest.



Of course, just because I liked girls didn�t mean I had time for one. I was as fanatical about my theater studies as Justin was about his writing. Neither of us dated, though we both had a handful of girl friends that might have wanted us to ask. I wasn't alone; I had Justin. I didn't feel sexually frustrated because my hand was one damn good lover. Life was good. Girls could wait.



We were kicking back, looking at the autumn leaves after a game of Frisbee, when Justin turned to me. "You don't date."



I laughed. "No time."



Justin looked at me curiously. Something about the way he'd do that, his head cocked to one side and his lips set in a thoughtful pout, just made me want to hug him. He was just that damn cute; especially after games without those fucking glasses.



I grabbed him around the neck and nuggied him as he laughed and half-heartedly tried to get away. "How can I have time for dating with you around? You're such an attention hound!"



He pulled out of my hold and stuck his tongue out at me. His face was flush and he studied his toes for a second before smiling. "Ok."



We were best friends. That was enough.



*****



I don't think I could remember when I was happier than I was with Justin as my roommate. We were buds. Nothing was ever an issue. We could just be honest and talk about anything. The other great thing was that we were just like brothers; personal space was a non-issue.



Justin really was a brain. He studied, he researched, he wrote constantly and he skated. The only breaks to his routine were my performances. He didn't miss any. It was like having my own cheering section. His only area of academic weakness was exams. The boy totally freaked over tests. Away from a test he could tell you everything about the subject in complete detail, but in the test he was lucky to put four sentences together that made sense. He never felt he'd done them right, though he never received a grade below a B. The week of Finals had him in a total panic.



I tried to ignore Justin's frantic search for some obscure note he was certain would be the focus of his Philosophy exam. After his third attempt to destroy his notebook I finally couldn't take it. "Justin, chill out!" I tossed my textbook down and got up. "You're driving me nuts."



Watery eyes looked back at me and his chin was shaking. "I'm sorry, Brian. I'm so fucked up."



How do you stay mad at someone like Justin? I certainly can't. I went over and massaged his neck. He was as tense as a board. "All you need is a good night's rest, bud. You've been drinking Coke like water and falling asleep at the desk for days. You're going to be fried by finals."



He bowed his head and nodded. "Yeah. I've always been like this. I used to drive my parents nuts."



"So, how'd they deal with it?"



I was digging into one of the knots in his shoulder and he moaned. "It was really stupid."



"What?"



"How Mom dealt with me." He shrugged off my hands and stood up. "Thanks, Bryan." He looked embarrassed.



"You didn't tell me what they did." I smirked. "How can I help my bro out if I don't know what to do?"



"Drop it; it doesn't matter." He was looking more uncomfortable by the moment.



I reached out and mussed his hair. It was always fun to do. Justin's hair was soft and felt almost like silk. "Come on, Just. What?"



He couldn't meet my eyes. "Mom used to hold me and sing me to sleep when it got bad."



Normally I would have laughed if someone told me that. Instead, I thought it was just too adorable. I'd long lost my image of Justin being a geek. He was just Justin, the guy who wore his heart on his sleeve and could still be cool about it. "Oh."



He blinked at me. "Oh? I'm a fucking wimp and all you can say is 'oh'?" His voice was trembling.



"It's weird, but I accepted you're weird when we became friends." My first impulse was to hug him but that seemed a bit presumptuous. "I'm just trying to figure out how to get your Mom up here to help."



Justin blew. "Oh, fuck you! I don't need my Mommy to kiss my booboos!" He grabbed for his stuff and made like he was heading for the door.



"Hey!" I grabbed his arm. "I didn't mean it that way."



He tried to pull away but I'm a hell of a lot bigger and stronger. I had a wildcat on my hands as he tried to get loose. His books went everywhere as the struggle overturned his unzipped book bag. Landing on his bed, I held him to me and didn't let go till he stopped fighting.



He started to cry into my shirt. "I'm sorry, Bryan." By the way he was shaking; I knew he was scared. I think he was scared I'd laugh at him or reject him.



I looked at the clock. It was nearly ten, early by our standards, but not too early to catch up on some well needed rest. "Let's get some rest, Just. I don't think either of us could study any more tonight."



I let him go and stood up. He nodded absently and got off the bed. We stripped down to our boxers and took turns brushing and using the toilet. I waited till he was back before I pulled back the sheets and climbed into his bed.



He just blinked at me. "Bryan, what are you doing?"



"You're Mom's not here; I thought I'd help my little bro' out." I don't know why I was worried he'd say no. It wasn't like I wanted to have sex with him. I just wanted my best friend to keep from losing it completely by Wednesday.



"You don't have to�"



"Oh shut up and get in." I snapped at him but kept a grin on my face. "I'm not going to threaten your virtue!"



That, at least, made him laugh. "Not that I could stop you if you tried."



"Yeah, I could have had you any time I wanted; I'm such a stud. Now get in here before I change my mind."



Justin got in, and I reached across him to turn off the desk lamp. It was a little weird at first. I wasn't sure what would be comfortable. Finally I just wrapped my arm about him and pulled him up to me. Spooning felt too intimate but in single beds you don't have much space. Justin seemed to be holding his breath.



I couldn't think of any lullabies. Finally I just started humming a love song from one of the plays I'd been in. It was a soft, relaxing tune so I hoped it would work. After a couple minutes, Justin relaxed and just sank against me. He murmured something I couldn't make out and his body trembled for a moment before he fell asleep. It took me a lot longer to get there myself. I really liked how it felt to hold someone. I fell asleep wondering if it was time to start dating again.



I woke to the horrible feeling that something was missing. I felt around the bed while my brain booted up. Justin wasn't there. I actually had a moment of panic before I heard the toilet flush. Chastising myself, I stretched and tried to get the rest of my brain engaged.



Justin came in. He looked a lot more rested but he avoided looking at me. "Morning."



I got out of bed, reached out and mussed his hair. "Feeling better?"



"Yeah, thanks." He rummaged around, picking up his books while I got rid of my morning woody and had a piss. His eyes followed me as I went back to my bed and flopped down. "Are you ok with me?"



I blinked. "Sure, we're cool." I smiled at the ceiling. "It was kind of nice. I've never sung someone to sleep before."



He was giving me that puppy-dog smile again. That was the Justin I'd become friends with. He didn't say anything but I think he was a lot happier.



Finals came and went without a hitch. Justin and I were having our breakfast ritual; Starbucks coffees, muffins and fruit out in the park. It was cold but we didn't care. We'd started it last summer and had no intention of stopping. I realized this would be our last meal together till the next semester. We were both packed for the holidays and would be heading home to our families for Christmas.



I raised my coffee to him with a smile. "To a semester survived!"



He laughed and raised his cup. "To not freaking out in exams."



That made my smile broader. I hadn't thought about it all week. I picked up my muffin and brought up my idea between bites. "I think we should start dating next semester."



Coffee spewed everywhere as Justin tried not to choke. He gasped a few times and stared at me. "What?"



I shrugged. "You know, girls, dating? I think we're becoming hermits. Maybe we need some more social outlets, you know?"



When I looked back at him, he looked like someone had killed his dog. He just stared at me for a few moments and then looked back at his coffee. "Yeah, sure."



I draped my arm across his shoulders and gave him a quick hug. "It'll be great, Just. You'll see." Or at least, that's what I thought.



*****



Things started getting tense when we came back from Winter Break. I couldn't put my finger on it. Justin's normal "easy going" smile seemed more strained. We never did get around to dating. Justin added another course to his load at the beginning of the semester, taking him to twenty-one credits, which was insane. I had been accepted into the "University Players," the campus performance troupe, so I was too busy to think about it. We didn't talk as much and we'd spend more time in the room in silence or with background music as the only sound.



I noticed Justin's smile was gone again when I was trying to pick out something to wear for an audition for Romeo & Juliet. His eyes seemed to almost push at me. "Why do you do that?"



I had no idea what he was talking about. "Do what?"



He grunted. "Wander around nude all the time." He rolled over and went back to reading his textbook.



I suddenly felt self-conscious. I mean, I didn't care if he wanted to look at me or not but I didn't think I was exactly unpleasant to look at. Hell, I liked what I looked like when I looked in the mirror. Tall, black hair, strong jaw, lean body, wide shoulders, I was put together pretty well. I didn't exactly spend time ogling myself, but an actor should know what his physical appearance lends to for parts.



I looked down. Yeah, I was naked. I'm a thespian; we have to change in all conditions back stage; at a certain point you just stop worrying about it. "I didn't know it bothered you."



He made a dismissive sound. "Did I say it bothered me? I was just curious."



"Never thought about it, really, you rather I keep the towel on?"



Justin shut his book and jerked off the bed in a huff. "Why the fuck should I care what you wear, Bryan?" He grabbed his textbook and board. "I'm gonna hit the library."



He brushed past me and left before I could get a word out. Something was wrong. I just wish I knew what it was. I didn't have time to run it down. I had auditions to get to.



I was so stoked. I'd been cast as Romeo for the Shakespeare performance during "theater week". What was even better was that Tina was cast as Juliet. We were perfectly matched for the parts. Tina was one of the best actresses in Campus Theater. I couldn't think of someone else I'd rather be working with on the performances. We had a month to get our parts perfect, and like the consummate professionals we were, we dove in feet first.



I had to tell Justin. We got back to the room after we received the rehearsal schedule and I couldn't contain myself. Justin looked up, his face a mixture of bewilderment and annoyance as I drug Tina in with me. "Justin, I got the part!"



For a brief moment, that puppy dog smile curled his lips. "Which one, you only rehearsed a half dozen?"



"Romeo!" I stepped back and gestured to Tina. "This is Tina; she's Juliet."



His smile tightened and he looked her over, assessing. "You'll make a great pair."



"We're going to have to rehearse a lot; we've only got a month." I couldn't wait to get going.



Apparently, neither could Justin. He just nodded and tucked his laptop into his backpack. "I've got some research. You guys can use the room."



I hadn't wanted to banish him from the room. I'd wanted to share my happiness with my best friend. That kind of killed the fun. "Ok." He was almost out the door before I asked, "See you at dinner?"



He paused. "Yeah, sure, I've got to eat anyway. Thanks."



I just didn't get it, so I cornered him at dinner. "Ok, Justin, what gives? Last semester you didn't mind when I rehearsed in the room."



He frowned at me. "Well, last semester I wasn't taking twenty one credits."



I shrugged. "Granted, but that hurt when you just walked out like that. I thought you'd be happy for me."



Stabbing at his mashies he sighed. "I am. But look at it from my point of view; Romeo & Juliet is a romance."



"So?" I couldn�t see how that would affect anything.



His eyes were sad when he looked back up at me. "It'd feel like I'm the third guy on a date, Bryan. I know it's just a play but you guys are going to be declaring your love and kissing and stuff." He shrugged and looked at his plate again. "It'd be too distracting."



"It's not like I'm dating Tina or anything, Just. It's just acting."



He shrugged. "I know. Let's drop it, ok?"



I sighed. "Ok."



Either I was over at Tina's room or she was over in ours every day. I should have seen something was really wrong. Last semester Justin had enjoyed when I rehearsed with others in the room, but from the first day he kept ducking out when we used the dorm room. I honestly thought it was that he needed to study for finals and didn't need the distractions. Exams were only a couple weeks after "theater week" and he was taking the course load from hell. I thought that was all it was.



Justin had ducked out to hit the library, as usual, just after Tina arrived. We went over the scenes again, fine tuning our tone and inflection and trying to be two people in love. Maybe we did that too well. I don't actually remember which one of us didn't stop the kiss, but it had kept going and going. It didn't stop for longer than a few moments when we were stripping out of our clothes. Sure, our lips were a lot of places other than our mouths, but I think it was just one long, ecstatic kiss from the point we stopped talking to the point Tina was under me, crying out from her second orgasm, as Justin walked in.



The look on his face was indescribable; if you mixed horror, heartbreak and betrayal together you might get close. I was scrambling off the bed, stammering, while Tina was trying to cover herself. Justin just glared at me with that look and finally blew. He didn't actually say anything in English; it was more like some primal sound of pain. It made me feel like I'd betrayed him.



"Justin, wait!" I grabbed his arm as he tried to get out the door. The look of raw pain in his eyes caused me to flinch back.



That's when he said it and left. It felt like my life was over.



*****



I was still sitting on the bed, staring at the floor and trying to understand why I hurt so much when Justin came back in. It was after 1am. He looked like he'd been sick, or crying, or both.



He didn't say anything. He just pulled out a bag from under his bed and started putting some clothes in it. I stared at him in stricken disbelief. "What are you doing?"



He shrugged. "Jeff said I could room with him till the end of the semester."



That hurt worse than when he walked out five hours before. The first time had a good dose of shock in it to numb the pain. The idea that he would just walk away from our friendship was like a slow, burning acid that seemed to eat its way from my heart to my gut. "Why?" I think it was the fact I had to choke it out that made him look at me. "I thought we were friends."



He was crying again. "I guess that's all we were, Brian. It's not your fault I thought it was more."



I blinked at him. All the times he'd looked at me and smiled at me came flashing back. The puppy-dog smiles, the private jokes, the times we'd just sit and talk till all hours, they all looked different when viewed at from that point of view. The first time he saw me shirtless over the summer, the times I came out of the shower without worrying about a towel, all those shy, flustered looks suddenly had new meaning. The most surprising thing was I'd been playing along. Me, Mr. "thanks but I'm not interested", had been flirting right along with him. God, I was such a fucking dick.



He had turned back to his bed during my revelations and had finished stuffing what he'd need into his bag. I looked at his back and had to ask, "Do you really hate me?"



Justin looked at me again; it was as if I'd slapped him. He didn't say anything, but I could see his answer in his eyes. His eyes didn't leave mine as I stood up and crossed the gap between our beds. He was trembling as I bracketed his face with my hands. Fuck Romeo and Juliet, the volumes being spoken by the way he trembled said more than a thousand flowery diatribes about love. I bent down and kissed him.



He whimpered as I pulled back, and looked at me like I'd just punched him. "Bryan�" I put my finger to his lips. I didn't want any words. I didn't want to talk myself into or out of this. I'd spent so much time focusing on words and speeches and dialogue that I'd missed all the rest of what was being said. I wanted to listen to the rest of the conversation; I wanted to feel what we were saying with our bodies all the way to my soul.



I kissed him again and he responded. His hands, gripping my hair, were gasping I've wanted this for so long. My hands, sliding down to find the hem of his shirt, moaned Let's not wait any more.



The shirt, however, said You're such a fucking klutz. It nearly strangled him and caught on his glasses before I got it over his head.



His cheeks were flushed with excitement and more than a little embarrassment as he settled those ugly-shit frames back on his nose. Slowly pulling the specs off, I set them on the desk and studied his face. My fingers traced under his eyes, brushing away the tears and whispered though their awe filled touch, You have such beautiful eyes.



His lips sought mine out, begging Please, tell me you meant it. I think the chill that ran down my spine and the moan that escaped my lips said enough.



He didn't say anything; Justin was as hooked as I was. To anyone listening you'd have thought we were "trying to stay quiet," but we weren't, we were communicating on so many levels that words would have ruined it.



Can I? His eyes were searching mine as he brought his hands to my chest. I nodded and closed my eyes as Justin's lips began searing my skin with tentative but hopeful kisses. It was all I could do to keep standing as he got to my abs. I was achingly rigid and his tongue kept brushing my tip as he tasted my navel.



Then he licked me. The only part of me that didn't scream was my voice. My fingers were digging into his shoulders as he lathed around my head like it was an ice cream cone in danger of melting. He was killing me. After only a minute I had to drag him back up. He looked disappointed, but when he saw the sweat and tremors his lips curled into a smile that said Oh, you liked it.



I pressed the smartass little bastard back on the bed and fought with his jeans. The desperation in my fingers snarled Just wait till I get you back! I yanked off his jeans and briefs in one motion and stopped. He was so pretty; ok, pretty wasn't the right word because there really wasn't anything effeminate about his features. That's the problem with trying to find words, sometimes there simply aren't ones that work.



My body stretched out over his and I just lay there, trembling, as every place we were connected sighed, Yes.



He began kissing my neck again; his hands wandering as his lips asked, Is this ok? My fingers smoothed away his concerns as I marveled in the silkiness of his hair. His hands made it to my ass and elicited a moan as they squeezed. My hips were panting, God, yeah, as we ground against each other. I shuddered as his fingers brushed between my cheeks and touched me. It wasn't unwelcome but I wasn't ready.



Sorry, was what his hands whispered as he started pulling back.



I clenched my cheeks and held his fingers there. The reassuring pressure promised, Next time.



That had him looking at me. His eyes were so full of emotion that I couldn't understand it all. I just nodded and let my lips pressing against his say the rest. Yeah, there will be a next time.



He suddenly gripped me and he couldn't hold back the startled cry as he flooded our bellies with his release. Biting my shoulder he rode through the shock of it. His teeth hissed, Oh fuck, oh god, oh�



That did me in. Just the idea that I could do that to someone without saying a word threw me over the edge. I clenched my eyes shut and exhaled my own strangled surprise as I joined him. When we both stopped shaking, I sank down against him and nuzzled his neck. Justin's fingers played sleepily in my hair, saying, I don't want this to end.



Rolling over on my side I pulled Justin to me and spooned against his back. As my arms held Just, the soft tremble that passed through him sank into my heart. With my cheek resting against his hair, I looked at the wrecked sheets of my empty bed. I had no intention of going back to it. My nose brushed his ear, asking, Forgiven?



His contented sigh and rapid descent into sleep was all the answer I needed. Body language, who knew?



*****



The applause was deafening as Tina and I took our second bows. As the curtain fell for the last time, Tina hugged me and kissed my cheek before practically dancing toward the dressing rooms. We had a new understanding after that night of release. It was more honest, more real, and I was sure it would be a friendship to last a lifetime.



Justin smiled at me, his eyes moist, as I came off stage. The curl of his lips and the tense excitement in the way he stood said, That was awesome. I didn't need to ask. Everything he did spoke volumes on how he felt about the performance; but we had our game, and I enjoyed it. "What'd you think?"



I looked into his eyes and couldn't help catching my breath. Without his glasses, he really did have the most beautiful eyes. His lips curled into the most mischievous smirk I'd ever seen. "I hated you in that scene."



I snaked my arm around him and his body did that tremble that will always make my stomach do flip-flops. I nuzzled his neck and hoped everyone was watching. They knew me as Mr. "thanks, not interested", but the way our bodies fit so effortlessly together affirmed, Thanks, I'm taken. I kissed my way back up to his lips before smiling into Justin's misty eyes. "Yeah, I know; I hate you too."



The End

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вторник, 20 ноября 2007 г.

Blame it on daddy 2 #742

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понедельник, 19 ноября 2007 г.

Blame it on daddy 2 #957

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When I was 12-years old, I didn’t have any interest in after school activities that didn’t put money in my pocket. While my friends were playing little league baseball, soccer, football, or attending boy scout meetings, I was out there looking for ways to rake in some cold hard cash. If I wasn’t cutting grass, or walking dogs, I was washing cars. I had a steady clientele around the neighborhood, but there was one new


Car washing customer named Larry who was very business minded like me. He opened my eyes to other business opportunities that were more lucrative.





“Hello Sir! – I’m Jimmy Goetz (pronounced “Gets”) I’m out washing cars today but I also do odd jobs like raking leaves, and pulling weeds.” I said to the man standing on the other side of his screen door with his briefs exposed through his unfastened robe.





“Sure kid! – Start with my car and I be out to check on you in a little bit. I can’t exactly walk outside dressed like this, can I?” He said.





“No sir! – I guess not!” I said.





“Call me Larry.” The man said and I went to work washing the car in front of his open garage.





When I went into his garage to plug in my vacuum, I spotted something on his workbench. It was a manila envelope with a single line of bold black lettering that read: “X-Rated Material! - For Adults Only! 18+” – There was no way that any 12-year old could resist looking. I’m not too sure how many would have continued to look once they discovered that the magazine was of naked man only? – I’m sure most would have stopped immediately but I was not one of them.





By the time that I reached page 17, I was in a state of sexual arousal that I had never been in before. My heart was about to burst right through my chest, and my dick was about to bust through my pants and underwear. I suppose the excitement is why I didn’t hear Larry walking up behind me as I was looking at his porn in the middle of his garage.





“What in the hell are you doing?” Larry said causing my to jump a foot in the air.





“Oh Crap! – I um! – I um! – The vacuum, I mean! – Then! – Um!” I said in a stutter.





“Relax! – I know what you were doing! – I don’t care if you look at the magazine! – You just can’t look at it out here in the garage! – Go look at it inside of the house if you want to.” Larry said





I couldn’t believe that Larry said that it was okay to look at the magazine as long as I did it inside of the house. I don’t recall saying anything as I followed Larry through the door then lead from his garage into his kitchen. I also don’t recall taking my attention away from the magazine as I walked behind him. I did hear him apologize for yelling at me when he caught me looking at the magazine, but it was not because I was looking at it. He was upset where I was looking at it. He said that it wouldn’t be too cool if one of his neighbors saw a 12-year old boy looking at porn in the middle of his garage.





“Oh yeah! – Sorry about that. – I didn’t think anyone could see what I was looking at.” I said.





“You obviously haven’t noticed the front of your shorts yet, have you?” Larry said.





I moved the bottom of the magazine away from my tummy to see what Larry was talking about. I knew that I had popped a boner, but I hadn’t realized how tented the front of my gym shorts had become. You could see the finest details of the mushroom shaped head of my penis pushing the material outward. As if that wasn’t embarrassing enough, there was a dime sized wet spot at the pinnacle of my boner tent. Larry took notice of the “Carver Middle School” emblem on my shorts and asked if I still went to Carver.





“What do you mean by do I still go to Carver? – I just started the 6th grade this year.” I said.





“No shit? – That bulge in you pants looks really big for a 6th grader.” Larry said.





“It does?” I said as I adjusted my hard dick so it pointed upward in my briefs.





Larry asked me if I wanted to see what an average kid my age looked like with a boner. Before I could even respond, Larry was already pushing buttons on the TV remote control. I took a seat on his sofa just as the TV screen came alive with dozens of naked boys pushing and shoved each other in a large shower room.





It was the most exciting thing that I had ever seen and since Larry was massaging himself, I started to do the same to the lump in my own pants. I was silent until a grown man with a huge boner walked into the shower with the boys. Some of the younger boys looked at it in awe and even slapped at it as he walked passed them. Every once in a while, the man would reach down and scoop the soap suds away from the top of a boys boners and then move on to another.





“Why is he doing that?” I asked.





“He’s looking for one old enough to come.” Larry said.





“To do what?” I asked.





“To cum! – Like this kid. – You see that little patch of dark hair? – He’s gonna make him cum.” He said.





No sooner had I mentioned that I had a little patch of curly hairs on my cock did the man fall to his knees in front of the boy. Larry shot a look at me that I could see in my peripheral vision. My eyes stayed glued to the TV screen as Larry asked me if I was serious about having hair on my dick. I proudly confirmed that I did and added that I might even have a little more hair then the kid in the video.





“Oh yeah? – I don’t believe you!” Larry said.





He had to know the immediate response that his comment would solicit. In a matter of seconds I was on my feet with my pants and underwear lowered just enough for dark brown hairs to be seen over the elastic band of my tighty-whities. He looked at them closely and said that I did have a few more then the boy in the video.





“Has anyone ever done that for you?” Larry said directing my attention back towards the TV set.





I looked and almost lost my balance at the sight of the man with his mouth sliding up and down the length of the boy’s boner. I couldn’t miss the expression on his face as he pumped his hips back and forth until his entire dick was lodged into the man’s mouth. His head was tilted back, his eyes closed, and his mouth wide open as he pumped faster and faster.





“Wow! – Look’s like that kids feeling pretty good right about now, doesn’t it?” Larry said.





“Uh Huh” I said in a breathless whisper.





“I’m gonna suck you off, okay?” Larry said in a similar breathless whisper.





I was about to say okay when I felt my shorts and briefs being lowered to the floor. Larry was lifting one of my ankles so that I could step out of them. As he did that, he told me to take off my shirt. I did as he said without any hesitation and it was amazing to me how quickly I had become completely naked. I was butt naked and looking down as my hard dick disappear into Larry warm wet mouth. I gasped as his lips sank all the way down to my little pubic patch. He had a butt cheek in each hand and started to push them gently forward causing my to fuck for the first time. I had head all about fucking at school and how It’s done by shoving your bone in a girl’s warm pussy.





As Larry gave my boner the best feeling it had ever felt, I watch the boy getting sucked in the video and listed to all of the dirty things that he was saying to the man who was sucking on him. He kept telling him to slow down or he’d come. But when the man didn’t slow down, the boy made a half hearted attempt to warn the man. But the man wouldn’t listen.





“Oh Jeeze Coach! – Slow down or you’ll make me cum! – Coach! – Did you hear me! – Stop Coach! – I’m serious! – You’re gonna make me sperm right now!” The boy said as he humped the man’s face.





“It’s okay! – Let it squirt!” The man said and then slipped the boys hard cock right back into his mouth.





“What? - Not in your mouth, right Coach? – Watch out Coach! – It’s ready to go off now! – It’s gonna shoot in your mouth! – Oh God it’s coming! – I’m gonna cum Coach! – Gonna cum! – Cumming! -


I’m cumming Coach! – I’m cumming in your mouth! – Oh Jeeze! - You’re drinking it, aren’t you? –


You’re drinking my cum! – Feels so good! – Oh yeah! – Oh fuck Coach! – You drank it!” The boy said.





Just as the boy was jerking and heaving his cock into his Coaches mouth, I felt my own cum racing from down below to the tip of my cock. I was just about to tell Larry that I thought that I was just about to do the same thing that the boy in the video had done, but he spoke before I could.





“Come on Jimmy! – Give me a mouthful of hot cum like that kid just gave his coach!” Larry said all sexy like.





“Okay! – I feel something Larry! – Oh shit! – Oh man something gonna come out right now! – I think I’m gonna cum Larry! – I’m gonna cum! – Here it goes! – Oh yeah! – Oh fuck It’s going in your mouth! – I’m cumming in your mouth Larry! – Yeah suck! – Ooh keep sucking! – Yeah! – Oh Larry! – Still cumming Larry! – Oh man that tickles! – Okay! – Stop sucking! – Okay stop! – Shit that tickles.” I said.





Larry nursed on my cock until every last drop had been drained from my balls. He even opened his mouth and showed me the milky white residue the coated his tongue. Then he swallowed hard and re-opened his mouth to show how the milky goo had been swallowed.





“God damn Jimmy! – You blow a tasty load little man!” Larry said.





“Was that my sperm? – Man that felt so good!” I said.





“That’s good! – I’ll suck you off anytime you want. – All you have to do is ask, okay?” Larry said.





“Heck yeah! – Go ahead and do it again right now then!” I said all excited.





“Okay, but let me jack-off first. I need to cum too, ya know.” He said.





I watched as Larry leaned back on the sofa and started to unbutton his pants. I watched as his zipper came down and his huge bush of dark hairs came into view. My pubic patch couldn’t compare to the hairy forest that he had growing down there. My little patch was still small and could have been covered up with a book of matches. But then Larry’s big hairy cock popped into view and it was even bigger then the man’s cock in the video.





“Dang! – Look at the size of that hairy monster!” I said focused on what his hand was doing to his dick.





“This ain’t shit! – Your cock is gonna be way bigger then this when you’re my age!” Larry said.





“No way! – You’re kidding right?” I said.





Larry started telling me about all of the fun things a guy can do with his cock and asked me if I’d like to see what it’d be like when I have a big one like him. I couldn’t speak and had to resort to nodding my head up and down to signify yes. That’s when Larry took hold of my hand and gently guided it to his hard cock. It was so hard, and hot. I started stroking his man-sized meat like I’d been stroking cock my entire life. Larry had gobs and gobs of the clear stuff oozing from his fat mushroom and said started to make sex noises like the man in the video as the boy played his cock.





I watched the boy scoot over and move his bone closer to his Coach’s face. He must have known that the man would be unable to resist because he quickly swallowed the boy’s hard dick into his mouth for the second time. As he was getting sucked, the boy continued to use his hand to pleasure the large cock. I had to look at Larry to see if I was making him feel as good and then when he grabbed my thigh and started pulling my closer to his face. I knew what he wanted and I wanted too. I started scooting into position as Larry turned his head to the left and inhaled my entire cock. He sucked with his eyes closed and I watched the video to mimic the boys hand movements onto Larry’s cock. I shifted my eyes back and forth from the TV set to Larry sucking mount on my cock. He really seemed to be content milking my cock with his sucking mouth. But the man in the video had other plans. I could tell by the way he was pushing the boy’s head lower and lower to where his hand was massaging his fat hairy cock. To my surprise, the boy seemed resigned to the mans desire and opened his mouth as the fat cock head touched his lips. He took more then half of the mans cock into his mouth and climbed on top of him in the process.





I could feel Larry bringing to that place with his sucking mouth and a sense of jealously washed over my entire body. I watched them both on the video so into sucking while being sucked and I felt empty and left out. That kid was sucking a mans cock while a man sucked his and I was not about to be denied. I thought about asking Larry if it would be okay if I tried sucking on his dick, but then something told me that he wouldn’t in the least if I just started sucking without asking. So that’s what I did. The instant my tongue tasted the salty head of Larry’s fat cock, I was hooked. I let myself fall forward until I had all of the cock my mouth could handle. I started licking and sucking and found that it only made Larry do the same. I was getting close and started to suck Larry’s cock like I was sucking a golf ball through a McDonalds straw.





“Gonna cum Larry!” I hissed.





“Me too Jimmy! – Just jack me off while I swallow your load!” He said. But I didn’t. I just kept sucking and Larry warned my more urgently.





“You better watch out or you’re gonna get a man-sized load of cum in your mouth!” He said.





“Mmmm” Was my only reply as I continued to suck.





“You don’t have to do that Jimmy! – You’re not gonna like it! – Trust me!” Larry said.





I started moaning like a bitch in heat as my load poured into Larry’s sucking mouth. I heard his Adam’s Apple begin to gulp as he drank what my balls pumped down his throat. He started moaning with my cock in his mouth and I knew exactly what it meant. I knew that I was about to feel his sperm flood my mouth as mine had already done to his for the second time. Once his butt lifted up from the sofa and his hands forced my head down on his cock, I knew. It was nothing like I imagined it would be and I was surprised how soon after he started cumming that my mouth was filled to capacity with his sperm. I swallowed just in time for the remaining blasts to full my mouth halfway. Larry looked at me in utter disbelief as I opened my mouth hand showed him the cum-coated insides of my mouth. Then I swallowed it and showed him again like he had done for me. I came back to Larry’s the next day and was paid my car wash fee even though I never washed Larry’s car again. I picked up some signals from Larry that other customers had given in the passed, but I didn’t know what they meant. I made sure to stop by Dan’s the following weekend to see if he’d invite me inside for a cold drink like he did last time. I didn’t know why he was so interested in school, classes, and especially gym class. The nervous tone in his voice made me sort of nervous, and that’s why I left so abruptly.





I was determined to make Dan seduce me like Larry had, but this time I would have a little fun. Now that I knew what he was after, I’d have a little fun giving it to him in little bits and pieces. I suppose that I wanted a man-toy to play with and I was going to get it. After all! – Whatever Jimmy wants – Jimmy Goetz





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пятница, 16 ноября 2007 г.

Fuck me good 03 #766

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My Friend Ted








My gay relationships started three years ago.Then i was in the 9th grade.I had always


participated regularly in the soccer matches.So i had thin but athletic muscular body.


i had blue eyes,short curly hair and cheeks with dimples which attraccted many gals.


Even i had had some girlfriends,but this wasn't enough.I always felt awkward with


them;i needed something more.I felt the need of a boy partner in my life.It seemed like


i had found someone i wanted.It was Ted.





Ted was boy of great physique.He had a wellbuilt torso, brown eyes,muscular body


and straight blonde hair:everything were arranged in the most perfect way.He played


in the soccer tesm too.Ted was my neighbour,so we often went to each others'


houses.He did never looked like having any serious relationship with any gals.He just


changed relationships capriciously.However, he didn't seem to have any interest on


men.Yet i was obsessed with him. I tried to spend more time with him to deepen our


friendship and tried to know if he were really strictly straight.





So, one day when my parents were supposed to be out for party for late night,i


finished the soccer game and invited him to my home.He agreed to come.We moved


to my room and he sat before the computer.Just to test him and as i had sweated a


lot i put off my clothes and wrapped myself in my towel in front of him and headed to


the bathroom.I could see him embarassingly looking at me.Within a moment, i came


out and put off the towel and made myself completely naked.





As i was looking for my clothes on the chest, i noticed that Ted was having some


discomfort in sitting on the chair.He couldn't sit in the chair properly .He narrowed


down his astrided legs and stared stealthily at me.The erection of his dick was very


evident.I was very happy that my body and 7" dick had some effect on him.





"What are you trying to hide? Its okay,man.I can understand."I said eagerly.





"I don't know.I never felt this way before.Even i never thought to be excited by a


man's sight.Plz don't speak about it to anyone,i don't want to get embarassed


anymore", he replied embarassingly.





"Its okay I won't.Honestly speaking, i should be saying something to you.I don't


know how will you take it,but this is serious.For several days,i have been feeling


very strongly and intensely about you.I feel like living with you, touching you and


even fucking you", i said with great courage and confidence.





"I don't know what to say, but i think i am also willing to fuck someone like you",


he said after thinking for sometime.





In the next moment, i stood just by him and i put my lips on his and kissed him


with an intense feeling.Neither he nor i took a pause in kissing each other.Gradually


i put my hand downwards on his dick.I could feel his rockhard thick dick in my hand.


Without any hesitation he tried to undress himself and i helped him.On removing the


clothes i saw his firm penis standing on his muscular body.His dick was at least 9'


tall after erection and had a mouthwatering shape and fragrance.The pink head of his


penis and the smell of it made me irresistible.I just grabbed his dick and took it in my


mouth that took them with warm welcome.





I tried to put all my effort to give him a perfect low job.At first I sucked the dick in and


out of my mouth quite slowly and then speeded up gradually.I found that he really


liked it as he showed his affirmation by the wild moaning.The pink head of his dick


hit each time the very end of my mouth which excited me even more.I licked his


dick like a hungry baby.Then the excitement became uncontrollable.I moved my


mouth and bend over.





"Fuck me.Hurry up,fuck me.",i said erotically.I bend over my knee on the bed and


with my thighs astride and projecting my asshole wide open.He didn't seem to feel


any hesitation amid such immense excitement.So he went ahead instantaneously


and moved his 9' dick inside my asshole.Firstly it hurted a lot, so he had to carry


the motion quite slowly. I could feel his thick firm dick striking the end of my ass


and his thighs striking my ass.The back and forth motion of Ted's dick gradually


diminished the pain and filled my body and soul with some wild erotic emotion that


persuaded me to speed up.





Maybe Ted felt in the same way. So he speeded himself up.I just moaned and


murmured,"Faster, faster man! Unh unh fuck me."Ted also kept the pace.After


fucking me for sometime, Ted began to move even faster and more vigourously.


"I am going to cum.", Ted said hysterically.I stopped him and moved my butt


away from him.I said furiously,"Take out your dick and cum on me." I was amazed


with what i was doing.I grabbed his dick in my hand and pushed his dick up and


down when hard erected penis ejected a stream of sperm on my chest and mouth.


I swallowed the sperm greedily.





In the course, my dick had also tormented the loneliness for long which Ted had


observed.To fullfil his avarice he grabbed my dick in his mouth and rigourously


blew my dick up and down.I could feel how amazing it is to have a blow job.His


blow job pumped my dick up and made it very hard as i also move to the point of


cumming.I couldn't resist myself and ejected the entire sperm in his mouth and


he swallowed it full confidence as if he were having bites of any yummy ham


burgur."I like it.Its yummy."Ted exclaimed.





Then we had a deep long never ending kiss that engraved the prelude of a new


chapter in my life. It was just the beginning of an eternal series of seduction and


love and friendship.That's all for today. I would talk about following incidents


some other day.

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среда, 14 ноября 2007 г.

Asian beavers #991

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3 BAD DAD





Sean moves his paperwork to the patio so he can keep an eye on Jeff and Maria as they play in the pool. Soon his father walks in. "Dad, you're supposed to call first."





"I just happened to be in the neighborhood and I don't have a cell phone, you know."





"That's not acceptable, Dad!"





Jeff, in the meantime, jumps out of the pool, runs up to them, happily greeting Louis, "Hi grandpa!"





Sean's head sinks as his father stutters in shock, "Sh-Sh-Sean, d-d-did you elope!"





"No Dad. Jeff just calls me Dad, so you're Grandpa!"





Sternly, getting to what really troubles him, "Sean, why in God's name, is Jeff naked! Why is he naked in front of his girlfriend! Jeff, cover yourself, already!"





Fearlessly naked, Jeff replies, "With all due respect, sir, only you broke a rule."





"Jeff, you have broken God's rules. I warn you Sean, in Mark 9:42 Jesus says, 'If anyone causes one of these little ones who believe in me to sin, it would be better for him to be thrown into the sea with a large millstone tied around his neck.'"





"Dad, you have warned me, and likewise, I warn you! You teach Puritan tradition like it's holy writ. Jeff, why don't you go play with Maria again?" As Jeff scampers off, Sean adds, "What beautiful innocence!"





"Sean, how could you teach him this?!"





Jeff turns and proclaims, "I taught him!" then jumps into the pool.





"My, oh my! So Rachel is a nudist, huh?!"





Mustering up all the confidence he can, "Yes, Dad. I can't tell you how wonderful it is."





"Son, I love you. Where did I go wrong? You don't run around naked too, do you?"





Taking a deep breathe, "Of course, Dad. You don't know what you're missing!"





"Oh dear! God help me! Do you actually believe you can be a Christian and a nudist too?"





"Well, you know I lost all respect for the church, but yes, I'm convinced!"





"Oh, how I wish you were with Roxanne yet."





"She understands and respects my choice."





"Sean, I respect you highly for your independent thinking, rather than kissing up to hypocrites. But this just hurts me to the core."





"You've seen Jeff and Maria playing naked for a while now. Do you sense any hint of lewdness?"





"No, Sean, can't say that I do. But..."











4 BOMB MOM





"Hi Mom. You look exhausted."





"Yeah, Jeff. I had a busy day."





"We sure got Grandpa's blood sizzling today."





"My parents came over while I was working?"





"No. No. Sean's Dad."





"Oh! Uh oh! You mean Louis walked in unannounced?!"





"You got it!"





"I need to sit down.... So he caught you naked?!"





"Maria and I were in the pool when he barged in."





"Oh, good! You were naked but he couldn't tell."





Jeff smiles, "I figured that this would be a good time to hit him with reality--when he was in the wrong."





"What!!! What did you do?! No. Don't tell me!"





"I ran over and said hi to him."





"Quit playing with me, Jeff!"





Sean walks in and gives Rachael a big hug and kiss. "Sean, what happened with your Dad???"





"Well, let's just say that your son has humongous gonads."





"No! No! No! No! No!"





"And I'm proud of him! I've been agonizing over how to confront my Dad for weeks now. Jeff just made it real simple. It couldn't have gone any better."





"OK, I believe you because I'm too tired not to. I'm just gonna take a nap now."

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суббота, 10 ноября 2007 г.

Asian beavers #280

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At Age 64

CHAPTER 4

GEORGE

Written by-Draggonfly

Originally published on Literotica

Published here with Draggonfly�s permission





I was out running some errands and decided to stop at the local Bennigan�s for a beer. I was surprised to see there was only one other person in the bar; he was probably my age; I nodded a greeting then sat on a stool where the video poker game is and ordered my drink. As I was sipping the cold brew I put a dollar in the poker machine and dealt a hand. I was deal 4 sevens so I won more games. As I played I kept winning. The other guy came over to watch; he sat on the stool next to me and asked how I managed to win so consistently: I looked at him and shrugged my shoulders and told him I had no idea. It was then I noticed he was wearing shorts and about an inch and a half of his pecker was exposed below the hem on the left leg. I tried to avoid looking but I just had to see this again; I got caught. I introduced myself and apologized for staring; and said I couldn�t help it. He told me his name was George and accepted my apology although he was flattered that I was checking him out.



I offered to buy George a beer as I had won several on the poker machine and he accepted. We talked and drank all the beer I had won when George asked if I would like to go to his place as he had a refrigerator full of beer, I accepted his offer. Five minuets later we were sitting on George�s couch with a beer; George put a tape in the VCR and turned it on. It wasn�t surprising that it was a gay porno movie; it started with a white guy blowing a black guy. George was watching for my reaction to the movie; I shocked him when I said I�ve done that myself. He was speechless for a minuet then asked if I was kidding. I replied; no I am not kidding and I would like to suck your cock also.



At this George told me that he had never had sex with a man but that lately he had fantasized about it. I looked him in the eye and asked if he wanted to realize his fantasy. George nodded his head and muttered yes. At this I reached over and put my hand on his now stiffening cock; it felt even larger than I thought it was. I asked George to take his cloths off so I could get a better look.



George stood up and removed his shirt then dropped his shorts, he wasn�t wearing shorts so there it was; a well formed eight inch cock with a huge head and he was not circumcised. George also had no pubic hair which I appreciated. This was a dream come true for me a big uncut hairless cock; I slid the foreskin away from the big purple head and ran my tongue over and around it. I got my first taste of the pre-cum that was oozing from his now fully erect cock. George let out a moan and pushed a little more of his cock into my mouth. I put my hands on the cheeks of his ass and pulled him toward me and took all of his cock that would fit in my mouth. I got about six inches before I started to gag. Since this was George�s first time to have his cock sucked by another man he soon filled my mouth with his cum. I managed to swallow all he gave me; I kept his cock in my mouth until he became soft.



As I let his cock slip from my mouth I looked up at George; he had his eyes closed and a well satisfied look on his face. I leaned back on the couch and took a long drink of my beer. George opened his eyes and looked at me; he said that he had never experienced anything that good before. He sat next to me and put his hand on my thigh. He then asked if he could suck my cock; it was obvious that he was unsure of himself. I told him that he didn�t have to but if he really wanted too I would like it. I stood and removed my cloths; then sat back down. George reached over and started playing with my cock; in a short time I could tell he was getting more relaxed. After I became fully erect George got on his knees and started licking the head of my cock; soon he took me into his mouth and started sucking and licking the full length of my cock. For his first time he was doing a very good job. He would tease me with his teeth then suck me really hard. I was beginning to think he was more experienced at cocksucking than he admitted to. With his technique he soon had me on the verge of cumming; I told him that I was about to cum and instead of stopping he sucked harder. With this new pressure I couldn�t hold back any longer and filled his mouth with a large load of cum. George took it like a pro and didn�t spill a drop; after he swallowed my load he started licking the underside of my shaft and my balls. George even licked my asshole; which I love.



Soon George was on the couch next to me; I said for the first time you really did a professional job. George said that he had been taught by the best cocksucker he had ever known; his wife. He said she always gave him a blowjob before they had sex because she got so turned on sucking his cock and licking his ass; so he did me the way she did him.



We drank another beer and watched more of the video; when the white guy fucked the black guy George asked if I had ever been ass fucked. I admitted that I had and that I had fucked other guys. He asked if I liked it; I told him that the first time wasn�t that good but that it got better the more you experienced it. He said that he would like to fuck me; I agreed and told him to get some lubricant.



George returned with a pillow for my knees and a tube of KY jelly; I applied the jelly to his stiff cock and got on my hands and knees so George could lube my asshole.



I felt George�s cock against my ass and he gently started pushing the head in. I could feel my asshole being stretched more than it had ever been before; soon the head and about three inches were inside me. George stopped at this point and asked if I could take more; I pushed back on him until I felt his balls hitting mine and his belly was touching my ass. George started fucking me slowly and would pull almost all the way out before plunging his cock back in me. This was the best I have ever been fucked; I had been fucked by this sized cock before so it wasn�t the size but the method that made it so good. Of coarse the head of Georges cock was the biggest I have ever been exposed too. Too soon George said that he was cumming and I could feel his cock get harder then start jerking as he filled my bowels with his sperm. George leaned forward and kissed me several times on my back as his cock softened and slipped from my ass.



I could feel the cum running from my ass when I felt George�s tongue licking it from my balls and ass. This was a first for me and it was amazingly stimulating.



George got up and collapsed on the couch. I turned over and sat on the pillow and looked at George; he said that every time he fucked his wife he cleaned her pussy or ass afterward and he wanted to do me the same way. I told him that this was the only time that I was licked clean but it felt great and that I really enjoyed it and he had my o. k. to lick my ass any time he felt like it.



I asked him if he had ever been butt fucked and if so did he like it. George said that his wife had used a dildo on him several times and that he had enjoyed it. Since I had another erection I asked if he would like to try the real thing. By way of an answer he started putting KY jelly on my cock;



George lay on his back on the couch and asked me to do him so we would be face to face. I greased his ass and got on my knees and slipped my cock in him with ease. I started humping him slowly as he gently rubbed my nipples; another first and it felt good. George�s ass was tight but nice and slippery so I was able to work at a fast of slow speed. I could also play with his cock which I found exciting; as I mentioned earlier he is uncut and since I had never had the chance to play with foreskin I was having fun with this also. I guess I was massaging his prostate because George started cumming as I masturbated him. He tightened his ass around my cock so that it felt like I was fucking a vice; with this kind of pressure I was soon shooting my load deep in his ass. As I was cumming I leaned forward and sucked his nipples; he went wild from that. I sucked and licked his nipples until my cock slipped from his ass. I rocked back until I was over his cock which I took in my mouth and sucked out the rest of his cum; I then licked the cum from his belly.



We both went to the bathroom and showered together; of coarse our cocks got washed more that was really necessary. I really enjoyed playing with George�s uncut cock and I was building a major resentment for the people that decided that circumcision should be preformed at birth.



George then confessed that this was the first sex he had since his wife died a year before; he asked if we could continue seeing each other. I got his phone number and gave him mine and agreed that we should see each other as often as we could. We embraced; I got dressed and as I was leaving I turned around and took his cock in my hand and leaned over and kissed it good-bye.



End: Chapter 4







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вторник, 6 ноября 2007 г.

Girls home alone 27 #611

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My Wife�s Fantasies



A story that was told too me by a male friend; I don�t know if this is true or a fantasy.



Gang fuck & Group Sex & Interracial & Lesbian & Gay



Patti and Judy have become very good friends; they spend every moment they can together. This is o k with me because I am having sex with both of them. The three of us spend nights and week-ends together. I work and Patti runs a sexual oriented business, she has Judy working there now so they are together a lot. I am aware that they have sex; and that they really love each other. How could I complain? I have two beautiful women that will do anything I want them too and they both love me; I think. .



Judy told Patti about her fantasy of being in a gangbang. She explained how she wanted to fuck and suck five or six guys; one at a time and have three at once. That I was to be the last to fuck her after all the rest had and that I was to clean up after them. Patti asked how I felt about this. Judy explained that we had discussed it and I had agreed; even to the clean up and the possibility of me sucking a cock. Some thing she had wanted to see me do. She asked Patti if she had ever been gang fucked. Patti said yes many times and that she liked it and if Judy was serious she could arrange a get together with a group of guys she knew. Judy asked her to please make the arrangements.



Patti went on to explain that her brother would be one of the men and the rest were friends of his and yes Patti had fucked her brother many times.



Patti got in touch with her brother and explained that a friend wanted to be gang fucked by at least five guys. That her husband was also going to be involved and she wanted to watch him suck a cock. Patti would be in on the activities too. Her brother, Ron, agreed to get his close buddies together for the party, he said the next Saturday would be a good time for them. Patti informed Judy that she was to be gangbanged on Saturday so she could prepare herself.



Saturday morning: Judy was up early getting ready for her big day. She took a bath with scented oils, painted her finger and toe nails and trimmed her pubic hair. Judy has very long hair so she put it in a pony tail, and applied eye makeup and her FUCK ME red lipstick. She put lipstick on her nipples and the lips of her vagina so they would stand out.

For clothing she decided on a sun dress, it had a low neckline and was made of a material that was almost transparent her tits and pubic area were plainly visible.



Judy smoked a joint and had a couple Margaritas to help her nervousness. Patti came over to make sure Judy still wanted to do this; as soon as she saw Judy she knew that there was going to be a whole lot of fucking going on. Patti was also dressed for sex, but she always was. When Patti came in the den she removed her dress; she had put lipstick on her nipples and vagina also. She was wearing the same color nail polish and lipstick as Judy. The major difference was her hairless pubic area. She and Judy split another joint as she explained who her brother was bringing over. There were six of them, her brother and five of his friends. Patti asked if there was a problem as one of the guys was black, I looked at Judy to see her reaction to this. Judy asked Patti if she knew this guy and was he dark or light skinned. Patti admitted that she did know him and that he was very dark skinned. Judy asked Patti if she had ever had sex with him, she said that she had never fucked him but she had sucked his cock. Judy then asked if she had enjoyed it, Patti admitted that she had and would do it again if given the chance. Judy said that was fine with her but she wanted to fuck him, Patti said she did too. They both looked at me and asked if I minded Judy fucking a black guy, I told them it might be exciting watching them fuck. Judy then said according to what she had read a true cuckold always cleaned up after the blacks and then sucked their cocks. I replied we will see.



Ron and his friends were here, Patti introduced them to Judy and me. Ron was the leader, next was Sam the black guy then Bill, Jack, Jim and Doug. All of them seemed to ignore the fact that Patti was nude, I don�t know how but they did. After the introductions Patti said it was time to get naked, Judy took off her dress revealing her sexy body. There comments about how good she looked; then all the guys stripped. Judy and Patti checked out the equipment on guys and I must admit so did I. Doug had the biggest cock of the bunch at about eight inches, the rest were about the same, six to six and a half inches. Bill had the most girth; his cock was at least three inches in diameter.



Patti put her arm around Judies waist and asked if she would like to do a little exhibition for the guys to get things started. Judy turned and gave Patti a long open mouth kiss as she fondled her tits. They were soon on the bed licking each others pussy. This got a reaction from the guys and the party started. Patti got off the bed leaned over and kissed Judy on her belly and said enjoy.



The first guy to fuck Judy was Sam; he spread her legs and entered her open cunt. I was surprised at how erotic it was seeing that black cock entering my wife. Watching Sam fucking my wife gave me a thrill that is beyond any words to explain. Sam fucked Judy with slow deep strokes while he massaged her ass and kissed her neck and ears. Suddenly he started moving faster and covered her mouth with his, Judy wrapped her arms and legs around his body as they both came to an explosive climax. I watched as Sam�s cum ran from her pussy and down her ass. As Sam�s cock softened and slid from my wife�s cunt they kissed again then Sam was replaced by Ron. As soon as Ron entered Judy he started pumping as fast as he could, there was none of the tenderness that Sam had shown just fast furious fucking. It only took Ron a short time before he gave Judy her second load of cum. He was followed by Jim and Jack, the two of them helped fill Judies pussy with more cum.



Bill pushed his fat cock against Judies pussy because of the width of his cock he was having trouble entering her. Bill rubbed his cock in the cum in Judies ass and tried again to enter her vagina, this time he got the head in. Once that was accomplished he forced the remainder of his cock inside her. This must have caused some pain as Judy let out a scream. Bill ignored her discomfort and started pounding her as hard as he could. Bill fucked Judy for about five minuets before his cum was added to the other.



Doug had patiently waited his turn, so now he crawled between Judies legs and inserted the biggest cock in the room in her cum filled pussy. Doug has the longest cock but it isn�t as fat as Bill�s so there was no problem with the insertion. This time Judy made a whimpering sound as she enjoyed the fullness in her belly; this was the longest cock to ever penetrate her. Doug took his time and made sure Judy reached an orgasm before he did.



Patti came over to me, she put her arm around my waist and whispered in my ear that now it was my turn. Part of Judies fantasy was that after the other guys fucked her that I fuck her then use my tongue and mouth to clean her pussy. I had no problem with being the last in a gang fuck but I was having trouble with the clean up. I always cleaned Judies pussy after we fucked and I enjoyed it but this was different. I slipped my dick into Judies well fucked and cum filled pussy; I was surprised by how good it felt. My cock actually got harder as I started fucking her. The feel of all the juices and me knowing they were deposited there by other men as I watched caused a feeling of complete surrender, I knew at that moment that I was going to suck every drop of cum from her body. I began to enjoy the thought of my up coming perverted act.



Judy told me to hurry as she wanted me to eat her as bad as she knew I wanted too. Hearing that I added my sperm to every body else�s. As I was cumming Judy licked my lips then stuck her tongue deep in my mouth. Knowing what I was to do then I didn�t loose my erection; I eagerly kissed and licked my way to Judies sloppy pussy knowing that I would soon taste the cum of six strangers and my own. When I got in position I took a good look at her open hole, I ran my tongue over her clitoris then pushed it in her pussy as far as I could. I licked her labia, down her ass her thighs then I asked to squat over my face so I could really suck her. It took over ten minuets before I finished cleaning her and I wish it had taken an hour.



Judy got off me and lay down exhausted. I sat up and looked around all the guys had watched as I sucked their cum, I was embarrassed by what I had just done but knew that I would gladly do it again. Judy pulled me to her and kissed me again and said that she loved me. She told me that fucking the six guys had been all that she hoped it would and that she would do it again but only if I would eat her after as that caused her best and strongest orgasm.



Patti got everyone a beer and we all took a break. Judy went to the bathroom to redo her hair and get ready for the second phase of her gangbang fantasy. When she returned I saw she had put on different lipstick; it was black. She had redone her nipples and labia also this was even sexier than the red.



She and Patti started rubbing each other with baby oil; they made sure that their vaginas and assholes were well lubricated because now they were going to be fucked by two men at the same time. Of coarse if they were offered three cocks at once that was o k with them.



Patti had not told the guys that there would be group fucking, or that she would be participating in the activities.



Judy started with Ron in her cunt Jim in her ass and Doug getting a blowjob. Patti picked Bill for her pussy Sam for her ass and Jack for her mouth. Judy had Ron lay on the floor, she straddled him and lowered her self on to his hard shaft, Jim entered her ass, and Judy looked up as Doug offered his cock to be sucked. Unbelievable, here was my wife fucking three men at the same time. It took a minuet for them to get into a rhythm but when they did they were fantastic. Ron was pulling out as Jim was pushing in and Doug was getting the blowjob of his life. I could see the pussy juice starting to seep from Judy and run onto Ron�s balls. After a few minuets Ron said it was time to swap places.



Jim moved to place his cock in Judies mouth Doug slipped his eight inches in her pussy and Ron went to her ass. These guys had done this before and it was obvious they liked it.

I wondered how Judy was going to handle Doug when he entered her ass, I found out soon enough. Jim was getting close to cumming so he called for a change. Doug had no problem entering Judies ass; when he had the full length of his cock in her she managed to say it was great. Jim was the first to cum pumping his load into Judies pussy. Ron filled her mouth shortly and Doug removed his cock from her ass and finished deep in her throat. Judy collapsed on the floor with a big smile on her face. She had done it; she had fucked three guys at once and taken all three in all possible ways.



Patti had accomplished the same fete with her group; she too was laying on the floor resting.



I got everybody a beer this time. Actually I brought a cooler full of beer.



Shortly the ladies got off the floor and we started talking about what was next.



Patti said she was going to fuck her brother and she wanted Doug�s big cock up her ass.



Judy admitted she wanted to suck Sam�s cock and try to take Bill in her ass. This is when she dropped the other shoe; she wanted to watch me blow Jim and Jack. I know I had told her during a passionate moment that I would suck a cock since she wanted me to but I never thought it would happen.



A couple joints suddenly appeared and were passed around; I took more than usual to help me accept my fate. I also drank a lot of beer.



Patti was sucking on Ron�s cock trying to get it hard so he could fuck her; Doug had already applied lubricant to his cock and Patties ass.



Sam was laying on the edge of the bed with Judy leaning over his erect cock licking the head while Bill was forcing his fat cock up her ass. I wasn�t surprised when Bill managed to bury his cock balls deep; after all Judy had already been ass fucked three times. As Bill entered her she took Sam�s cock fully in her mouth.



Patti had managed to get Ron hard and had his cock inside her with Doug entering her ass at the same time. This was a double perversion; double penetration and incest all at once.



Jim came over and sat beside me, he asked if I had ever tasted a cock before to which I replied no. He reached over and started fondling my dick; he then said that he had and took me in his mouth. I had not expected this; I had expected that I would have him in my mouth. Jack saw what was going on and he came over and stood in front of me and offered me his cock.



Judy was getting into having Bill�s fat cock up her ass, she raised her head from Sam�s cock and told Bill to fuck her harder; then took Sam back in her mouth. Judy was evidently doing a good job on Sam as he was holding her head and trying to get deeper into her throat. I know that Judy is a great cocksucker.



Doug had pulled out of Patties ass and moved so Patti could suck his cock; she eagerly took it in her mouth. Ron lifted himself up so he could lick Doug�s balls. She still had her brother�s dick deep in her cunt.



I took Jack�s cock in my hand, I had never held another guys cock before, and it was kind of exciting. Jim was doing a super job on my cock; running his tongue around the head then sucking me real hard. I gave in to some strange feeling and took Jack�s hard dick in my mouth; I was amazed at the rush that came over me at that instant. I got light headed and felt very strange. If I had known that sucking a cock would produce this kind of feeling I would have done long ago.



Sam let out a loud moan and pumped his load into Judies mouth; Judy did a good job of swallowing most of his cum but some spilled onto his stomach. Bill banged her ass harder then filled her with his sperm.



Ron warned his sister that he was cumming; he said he hoped she was on the pill. Doug forced his eight inches down Patties throat and shot his load.



Jack unloaded in my mouth as I was doing the same to Jim. I was now an official cocksucker and relish this title.



The only thing better than getting a load from a hard cock is sucking it from a woman�s pussy.



As I mentioned at the beginning, I don�t know if this is a true story or pure fantasy but I do know he ate me after three guys fucked me.





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